DISCLAIMER : i would ignore this post if i were you.

P.S. now that i've said that, you'll do everything but ignore it right?

i'm in a weird mood. not sad,not depressed,not angry,not frustrated.
it's like i'm kind of detached . an oasis of stillness in the craziness that is my life.
sometimes when i'm in these undefinable moods, i wonder what i want, what i need right in that moment.
and what i need right now is to talk. and somebody to listen.
( again, I am NOT depressed/sad.)
just sometimes, one needs to talk if only to figure out the meaning of current situations, if only to convince oneself that the things we're stressing about aren't worth stressing about at all.
sometimes i need somebody to just listen to me, to not judge me, to not give me advice, but to just hold my hand and nod at the appropriate places.
just listen.
to me that's therapy.

what i would love right now is for somebody to surprise me.. jump out of the bushes and shock me. somebody i haven't met for ages.. somebody i would love to meet, if only for a day.
what i would love right now, is to say ' i'm really craving for chocolate ice-cream drenched in hot chocolate!' and for somebody to jump right up and take me to the nearest icecream place.

i think all of us are incredibly brave.. taking life as it comes. handling every upset, containing every disappointment, juggling this crazy ball known as life.
sometimes, what we need is to be pampered. . to be loved, cajoled, praised and smiled at.
what we need is to made to feel special, like the world would be an emptier place without us.
a moment of pure, unadulterated love.

i guess all of us feel like this sometime or the other don't we? (oh God, please don't let it be just me)
so sometimes it's worth making that extra effort for someone you love. love is a beautiful emotion and one of the only ones which has no boundary.
so make someone feel special. you never know, they might be having an undefinable mood day just like me.

hmm..i feel slightly less detached after writing this post. why? i have no idea
i have a bit of a headache. why? because i've used my brain too much today. no really, i had to actually pay attention to TV today.
i'm wearing a huge grey sweater. why? because otherwise i would be shivering too much and wouldn't be able to type this and also coz i couldn't find the red one.
my specs are sliding off my nose. why? i think it's coz the screws are a bit loose or possibly, my head's shrunk a size or two.
i want to listen to music but i can't. why? because i'm too lazy to get up and switch on the stereo.and my sister won't do it unless i pay her.

why am i telling you all this? because currently nobody is interestd in listening to me going on like this, not that they ever were anyway.
this post is absolute rubbish and i'm still writing it. why? coz nobody is pampering me so i'm pampering myself (and torturing you in the process).
ok, i'm going to stop now.
stopping
stopping
stopped.