letting you know .

sometimes.. just sometimes ..
i don't feel like facing the world .
i don't feel like taking a bath .
i don't feel like eating healthy food .
i don't feel like opening my mouth when someone asks me a question .
i don't feel like being nice .

sometimes
i feel like watching tv the whole day and not bothering about anything .
i feel like walking .. walking and walking ...
i feel like cuddling a puppy and watching it roll around.
i feel like holding hands .
i feel like holding a tiny baby.
i feel like watching a movie and crying my heart out.
i feel like dancing with insane fervour on an empty road.

sometimes
i don't want anybody to tell me it will be all right .
i don't want anybody to give me advice .
i don't want anybody to be near me .
i don't want anybody to tell me that i have to face it all .
i don't want the next day to come .
i don't want to wash the dishes .

sometimes
i want someone to give me a hug without me asking for it .
i want to eat ten mars bars without feeling guilty .
i want to kick the people who have ever made me unhappy .
i want real life to have background music .
i want to be able to solve other's problems .
i want to lie on the road while its raining .
i want to whine and crib and complain all day long .

sometimes
i wish ' the faraway tree ' actually existed .
i wish that i knew whom to go to .
i wish that i had a dog .
i wish that men were not such pathetic idiots .
i wish i could go on a long drive without actually driving.
i wish people knew how much they hurt others.
i wish nobody had any expectations from me.
i wish that memories were in technicolor .

sometimes
i hope that i can be a good friend .
i hope that i know when to keep my mouth shut .
i hope that i can be an inspiration or a comfort to someone .
i hope that i don't hurt anybody ever again .
i hope i don't look fat .
i hope my dad wins the lottery .

i hope people will still like me after they read this.